Just a Memory

I'm so sick of trying to act like everything's okay.
That it's cool to be ''just friends''.
I can't.Let's just stop for a second.
I have to let this out..

I don't want you to think that I still feel something for you.
Because I don't.
It's just that I keep going back as if you were someone I need.
Like if you were still someone important to me,
even though you never understood me.

I'm not certain of what do I really feel for you,
or what am I supposed to feel.
But I'm certain that I won't ever cry again because of you.
You are no longer a part of me.

You're just a memory.
A thought that comes to my mind once in a while
but always disappears rapidly.